Monday, January 01, 2007

Happy New YEAR! And letting it out for while..

Goodbye 2006! HELLO 2007! Normally we set new year's resolution la kan, but i'm super malas now. Nnti la kalau ada masa, i will figure out some. This entrance is a boring one, so don't read lah. Eh, why are you reading lagi ni? I said don't read! Tak paham ka? hehehe.. takpe, keep on reading if you want.. That's why they come up with Freedom of choice.
Awal-awal tahun pun dah malas.. Ish.. exams are coming soon. And there goes.. i'm repeating this statement. TAK BELAJAR lagi!! Ok,hmmmm hmm lemme tell you something, what i did today. I have been doing NOTHING but browsing the net... you-tubing.. WHAT caught my eyes for hours today was the BANK CHARGES CLAIM!! A few articles that support customer's rights on claiming back bank charges.. which popped onto my mind my 38pounds being taken away, a bounced direct debit. Not just one time, a few times since 2004!Eee.. geram btol! I wanna try get my money back.. i soooo have to fight for it.. But a little worried lah, since im going back in a month, takut tak sempat nak manage.. One thing that's good about doing law kan, i learned alot pasal contracts and customer's rights. InsyaAllah nnti i will major in one area of law that has a contract relative. I sgt la taktau lg what im gonna be doing next, i mean after i get back to Malaysia. But listening to my friends' complaints about how boring 'sampai tahap cipan'(quoting masni's), i think i would like to get a rest for a month dulu, only then i baru start applying for a job. Ugh, i wonder who would want to employ such a spoiled girl yg tahu nk enjoy luxury je. Well i'm not exactly like that, cuma a little spoilt laa.. I wanna deny it but i can't. hehe.. And i don't know what i'm capable of.. besides staring at computer screen while clicking clicking the mouse..
Eee.. when the clock struck 12.00am (to 1st January 2007), it's as if I suddenly became another person. A little aggressive, but in a funny way. By writing down and letting out what has been stuck on my mind now, i feel like i'm a little stubborn and rebellious. Ye ke ni? My friends will definitely disagree. OK SET! 2007 New year's resolutions!! One, would be..umm.. i should become more aggressive, stricter, hhmmmm with the hope that my clumsiness will fade away. hehehe.. Oh ye ser lagi nih.. I really really NEED to have financial plans!! Monthly financial plan for the year 2007... Well, i'm not good with saving money. SPENDING i tau la.. In short, I need to make sure that in the year 2007 i will spend lesssssssss... kena be more organised!! WAJIB!
Pity those who have spent their time reading this entrance. It's one whole crap mumbling about nearly useless points. How pessimistic i could be lagi niii.. Why NEGATIVE?? Positive la skett!Be more sensitive ke..hehe.. too much of sensitiveness oredi..emotionally!! hehe..
Talk about sensitivity. I wonder how truly insensitive Bush was. He owns an evil mind. One could never interfere it. Too solid a decision.. to just let Saddam being hung. How ruthless.. At least, by sentencing him to prison for life pun would be better than such an execution. Dahla on raya haji. Saddam said something about his death is a sacrifice to his people, and reminded the muslims to keep on doing jihad against the biggest enemy. BUT i personally don't think it's a good idea of encouraging jihad.. It's not that i'm against jihad, islamic jihad is stated in the holy quran, noone could say it's wrong..noone can defeat what's in the quran..it's just that now it's making the world go mad when jihad is being misused. They also should consider the other parties' perspective towards the religion... How can we convince the beauty of the religion to others when there's such an attitude already starts to spoil the preach? I hate how some people look at muslims with that look on their face as if muslims are to be blamed. However, i hope people won't judge our religion by one forbidden apple if it is true that saddam is at guilt..(we would never know).
Sometimes, when i'm doing nothing at all, at a second makes me think how the world today is turning into a place where it's not as wonderful as it should have been. People's minds are too corrupted.. tempted to possess power to control over the world. I, with a torn heart, with a little mind to think here, but not so brave to let things out, feel sorry for the world leaders today. Some of their work are reasonably acceptable but some are just toooo kejam. I just hate wars. I hate the creation of discrimination. The US now is poisoning the young minds, and these minds are not aware of the US' shenanigans. Recently, they came up with a movie called Flight 93, plotting a scene of how flights on the sept 11 were hijacked by muslims. I mean, vividly they're trying to accuse muslims who had made the attacks on the Sept 11 WITHOUT concrete evidence or i shall say without proving beyond reasonable doubts.
I sincerely hope for the world peace. WORLD PEACE!!! Let there be no war of any minds, because i believe this is how the real wars began.
Eh, i should stop la.. i know the 'whale' in my head is halfway out. I will make the exit easier for it..next time. hehe..
AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!

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